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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

storytelling time.

sry, story too explicit.

THE END.

okay, got the story from a friend. same question asked. so is kaera pathetic? that's for you to think about.

anyway. i am so depressed. the only team who won anything at all in NJRC was shuyinn's and lianghui's team. they got 2nd for their presentation. but i'm like so sad. my team (mainly meien, chenwei and i) put in so much effort for booth. and we had such high expectations. and in the end we dint get anything.

i feel so ****** up.







i tried so many times to get you to look into my eyes
but how often have you ignored my plea?
i stare at you with a loving gaze
but 'who are you?', states your decree.
i smile at you day and night
regardless of myself,
but you turn to look away
at someone else in fact.

i keep holding on
to the little flame that flickers,
but for every drop of wax that burns
a drop falls as my tears.
i think of you when i wake
i think of you when i doze
you think of me when you're in need of help
you think of me for a cause.

maybe it's time for me
to give up and move on
but i just can't forget you
i don't want to regret my decision every dawn
so i think to myself, perhaps, just perhaps
if i could just stay and wait a little while more
maybe it will pay off and open for me a bright new door.