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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

hello people (:
today i went out with volcano syl!
we went to vivo to catch a movie.
yes i know i'm waaaaaaaaaaaay behind time, but we went to watch The Game Plan.
and ohmy, I CRIED. O.O
yes i did wahahaha.
coz spike reminded me of patchy )):
and sylvia was like a tap.
i was like listening to the movie with one ear and listening to sylvia sniff with the other ear.


righto!
and i let down my hair and it became like a christmas tree coz i had it tied up the whole morning.
anyway i let down my hair coz my ponytail was sticking out.
and we sat 3rd row from the front ((: watch until dizzy liao.
HENCE, YOU MUST BOOK TIX ON9 BEFOREHAND OKAY.
or not you watch till cockeyed.
"Stupid is a mean word."
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guys. i'm sorry if i sound boring. or emo. or whatever.
i'm feeling really lousy nowadays okay?

and thank you loads to these people:
PEIJIA
VANESSA
MEILIN
SYLVIA
WEIKAI
FRANCIS
SAMUEL
YUCHING
iTUNES
and etc.
sorry if i've left out your name.
because i'm fucking crying.
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oh how i hate myself.
if i hadn't brought you home, who knows.
you might be with someone else much better than me.
spare you all these agony huh?
i love you too much to make you stay.
baby, fly away.

When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer
to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as I crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`.`

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life