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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

you know, i don't really care anymore.
i've thought about it quite alot.
but there's no point.

what's mine will always belong to me.
what's not mine will never belong to me.

there's no point in trying so hard.
it's like, things like these are natural.
now i know how they felt.
it's like, life still goes on.

i don't find forcing myself to fit in amusing.
it's hard work.
i'm tired.

i don't know.
there's actually not much point in confronting you, coz what can you do?
i think the biggest flaw in a woman is the backstabbing/gossiping traits.

sometimes, it's better to be alone.
because then,
you won't get hurt.
because,
the others don't get a chance to.

just do your best and let God do the rest.
this sentence Francis said on the first day of midyears.
it's helped me through so much.
there's nothing i could have done without the help of God.
there are so many things i regret doing.
i wish i could go back in time.
back to the time of Jesus.

i wish God was my counselor.

Guidance.
what does this single word encompass?
gui, dance.
dance.
gui?
God, You, I.
Guidance.
To dance with God.
that's what Guidance is.

i seriously don't know anymore.
pastor says to share burdens.
but how can i, when my burden actually involves the people i love?
i'm not talking about familial relations here.
it's hard to speak face-to-face.

i feel like i'm losing everything that i've built up.
they say the foundation's the most important layer.
i don't have one.

i'm losing all that i have.
and i don't know what to do.

so i'm not gonna try anymore.
the more i try, the more it hurts.
i've decided to numb myself against all these.
don't worry, i won't put you guys out.
i'll smile.

but only when i'm alone with the presence of God.
only then will i drop my facade.
because,
it hurts to do so much.

but i still love you guys.
honestly.
i'm really trying my best.
but nobody really understands me huh.

it's okay.

Trust in the Lord, lean not on your own understanding.
With all of your ways, acknowledge Him, He'll make your paths straight.

from now on, i'm going to lift up my life straight into God's welcoming palm.
because i have God's love.

all i wish for is someone who's willing to understand.
what right do i have to wish for something anyway.







i thought you could be someone who'd be there for me when i needed a friend so bad.
i tried so hard; i never told you how i truly felt.
when you said those things, i couldn't wait for us to talk and get close again because we've drifted.
then you hurt me again.

i'm not going to make an effort anymore, because i'm well and truly exhausted.


but i'll find strength in the Lord.
i just wish you weren't like that.
it's painful.
it's not a good feeling.
but life goes on.

Why are sunsets red?

Sunsets are red because violets are blue and poets have to have something to say to you. No, actually, sunsets are red because by the time the sun is on the earth's horizon it has burned all the way down to the wick the way a candle does and is about the expire.

No, really, why are sunsets red?

Sunsets are red because by the time the sun is on the horizon, all of the blue light has already scattered and been absorbed by the atmosphere and all that is left is the red and yellow light which has longer wavelengths and shelf life than blue does.

No, I really want to know why are sunsets red.

Actually, General Electric has bought the intellectual rights to all of the sunsets for the rest of this century. Soon they are planning on placing a gigantic billboard next to each evening's sunset acknowledging that they are indeed the sunset's corporate sponsor and thanking each and every one of us for using General Electric products. "This sunset was brought to you by General Electric. GE, we bring good things to light."

So, I take it you're not going to tell me why are sunsets red.

Nope.