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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

'It's so easy to run away from everything before you and just escape; escape to somewhere nobody knows; where I myself don't even know.'
















Hello everybody, I'm back from chalet! :D (drumroll)

HOHOHO.
I'll blog about it over the weekend, 'cos I'm like really tired now, even though this is the 2nd day I'm back. It's like I'm jetlagging.

I really really love 2d. A lot.

Have you ever felt like you just want to run away, and escape everything that's going on?
Like if time stops, and you're alone.
You can scream, you can cry, you can walk the streets alone.
There'll be nobody to judge you, nobody to hurt, nobody to be hurt.
When you can just pour out everything that has been accumulating in your heart, and yet nobody will look upon you with distaste.
Where you don't need to care what others think of you, and what perceptions they hold of you.
There is no need to be self-conscious, because, no one else is there, except you.

I don't know how to describe this forlorn feeling.
When you feel the world is against you.
And the only people who can make you feel better are leaving you.
I don't want to leave 2d.
They're the ones that can cheer me up.
They're the ones who spent my two best birthdays with me.
They're the ones that share my joy.
They're the ones that go crazy with me.
They're the ones I go crazy with.
They're the ones I love.
They're the ones by whom I'm loved.

All I want to do is just to stay home, sleep late, and curl up in a chair with a cup of hot chocolate with my laptop. I don't want to do anything else. I know lah, wallow in your own self-pity, so pathetic.

But this is all I want, because I don't want to feel like a stranger in the outside world, in reality. Perhaps at one time I may have belonged, but now I feel more like an outsider than a member. It's like nobody understands. And it kinda sucks when everytime you try to right things, there's always something, or in this case, someone, there to foil your plans.

Whatever. Things always turn out right in the end, because everything's in the Lord's hands. But the process hurts. Oh God, please help me. Grant me a guiding hand.

I don't want to say goodbye.
"When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end."
But it's kind of hard not to, huh. ):

Wan Ni, I love you.
Charlene, I love you.
Guan Nan, I love you.
Shu Chin, I love you.
Qian Yi, I love you.
Me, I love you :D
Mei Lin, I love you.
Lee Xin, I love you.
Joanne, I love you.
Yunyi, I love you like I love sleeping, yumyum! :D
Miriam, I love you.
Chen Hui, I love you.
Sofia, I love you.
Mui Sock, I love you.
Tracy, I love you like I love almonds, which is alot! :D
Vicki, I love you.
Yi Ting, I love you.
Pei Jia, I love you like I love me, lol! :D
Xiao Fan, I love you.

hiahiahia.

Yu De, I love you!!!!!
Chia, I love you. (don't laugh, tolong. =.=)
Francis, I love you.
Wen Jing, I love you. (just get rid of the spiky hair o.o)
Bernard, I love you. (can't believe I'm saying this ._.)
Wei Kai, I love you.
Li Heng, I love you.
Peng Fei, I love you.
Xiao Bo, I love you. (hahahahahahhhahaha)
Samuel, I love you. (platonic lah)
Shi Rong, I love you.
Si Wei, I love you.
Ying Wai, I love you. (heh, laogong! :D)
Chin Hong, I love you. (friend-friend ah)
Yong Jie, I love you.
Lin Han, I love you. (you so cute :D)

Corny cliche whatever man talk to the hand \|||/ (five fingers)

Well yeah goodbye now.

"Now you know. No one’s ever loved anyone as much as I love you."

yeah.

Labels: Bye, Forlorn