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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

it's been two exact weeks.
and i may never see you again.
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can i rant first? i promise to be a good girl and update soon (: about something happy! ;D
btw.
i'm trying to capture 11.11 everyday for this week.
whether or not i saw it by chance or purposely, i'm gonna capture it.
and i've alr got monday and tuesday. it's just 3 more days.
(:
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y'know. i may never see patchy again. coz it's like. i was supposed to go visit him. then my mom lost her phone one day. and then she lost his new owner's number and address. so she can't contact them anymore. and it's not like they will call us or something.

i'm not the only one who's lost my dog. i know two others. the thing we all have in common; we never got to say goodbye.

why do all parents / adults / people think it's best if we don't see them go? why do you feel that we'd feel better if we didn't personally see them go away?

that's not true.

after reading jayjay's blog, i thought about stuff.

you assume that it's better that we don't see them. for our own good.
you're thinking of our feelings.

but what about them?
fine, they're dogs.
SO WHAT MAN!
they're still LIFE.
they're still God's creations.

when you're all alone in this world.
when it's dark and cold.
when you're shivering and chills are running up your spine.
when you need a hug the most.
when you need somebody to tell you they love you.
when you see your only friend walking away.

you know what i'll think?
They don't want me anymore.

NO. i don't want him to think that way.
BECAUSE. i still love him.
NO MATTER WHAT. he'll always be my best friend.

i don't want him to think that i don't love him anymore.
i don't want him to think that i don't want him anymore.
i don't want him to get the feeling that i'm throwing him away.
i don't want him to think that i'm no longer his friend.

and when he's alone in an entirely new environment.
i don't know how he'll feel.
perhaps dogs don't have emotions.
i don't know.

i still worry for him.


2 BLOODY FRIGGIN' WEEKS.
shit kristalynn, wth is wrong with you?
LOL!


& i may never see him again.
i was promised that he'll still be in my life-;
why did it turn out to be empty?





"That's when I love you"

by Aslyn


When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Labels: dog, love, rant