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and i think i'm boring, so if you're bored and you want to laugh at other boring people, welcome. but you don't necessarily have to tell me i'm boring though, *glances at tagboard*. sooooo, let's have a little talk about me.

Today I went to visit my grandaunt at her old folks' home! :D

She's super uber cute ley. Hai, every single time we visit her she'll ask us to bring her home. Then she can't walk what, 'cos her legs are too weak, so she sits in a wheelchair ): Okay anyway so she asked my daddy to bring her home. He was like, you cannot walk, I cannot bring you home because there's nobody at home tolook after you. Then she immediately lifted up her foot-rest, intending to stand. Damn funny hahahaha. Then my daddy go and scold her, but in a gentle manner lah of course.

Then later on we were chatting with her, she suddenly turned behind and saw the bamboo shoots on the table. She was like, (out of a sudden) Eh those bamboo very pretty hor. How come like that one?

Really very kawaii hai. My daddy went to bluff her, say that if she tries to stand 100 times everyday, by the end of the month she confirm can stand already. Then she really believe, and tried to stand like what, 8 times. Joke hahaha I love her really silly old woman.

Hai everytime I send her upstairs back to her room, my heart literally breaks. Because it's so bleak and desolate, and she can't walk, so she has no freedom at all. There's no tv upstairs, and only vegetarian food's served. ('Cos she's in a buddhist home, but she's not buddhist she's christian.) It's so sad, because like I mentioned, every single time we visit, she asks us to bring her home. It hurts y'know, seeing her like that. I don't know if I should let go and ask God to take her home, or be selfish and ask God to bless her because I love her so, and I can't let go.

Life's so tough.

Labels: Grandaunt, Life

"Right now I feel guilty to be alive. Why? Because I’m wasting it. I’ve been given this life and all I do is mope it away."

Labels: Life